She’s back…so am I.
So the woman that I’m head over heels for is back, so I’m returning to find some solace in posting here. The guy that was originally after her has given up the chase I think, but another one has swooped in to take his place. This dude is a schmoozer, and knows how to act more important than he is. In short, he knows how to “play the game.” I bet he’ll get what he wants- but the worst part…he is my friend, or so I thought.
I dont want to start a fight with him, partly because he and I sort of work together, but the situation I am in leaves me spectating his advances on her, and her response to them. It makes work really difficult, and makes me feel very low, and very alone. I plan to watch a game tomorrow with this guy, but I’m not sure if I’ll ask him about her. I think they are together at a friend’s house today, watching a college game.
The whole thing pisses me off. I just wish I knew what was going on, not just looking in from outside.